Tuesday, 10 February 2015
Again and again...
Don't really know where to start tonight. For the last few days, I have been in a bit of a haze or "Fibro fog" as it's affectionately called. My head's in bits, muddling through a multitude of confused thoughts that don't really make sense. I have been sat at my desk most of today, and I still don't know what I've actually done or achieved.
Today, has been a 'bad' pain day. In fact, it should have been a 'morphine' day. My body is cold and spasmodic, and my muscles are feeling very twitchy and sore. I hate days like this. I feel so damn tired. I had plans, things to do today. But that's all gone out the window, maybe just until tomorrow, maybe until never; but at this precise moment in time, I have no idea.
Today, has been a music day. The sort of day when I play music, loud enough to distract my mind from my thoughts of pain. I try to allow random thoughts to overcrowd my mind, losing myself in my weird reverie. But, each time I hopefully, return back to my reality, I find I am in just as much pain as before. And nothing has changed, apart from the hour. Sx
Posted by Sharon